~mOi WeKend~

嘿嘿.. super fun fun weekend.. fridae morning woke up.. make nain gao.. used slightly wrong ingredients.. but turned out ok!! haha.. then sleep over @ tung's... v nice flat leh... living room beeg until dunno like wat... can play floor ball summore... jealous.. >.<.. i also wana live there!!

we went swimming after dinner.. haha.. soaking.. n see v cute little kids.. i wan to be so 小只too.. haha.. then went back.. linglingwan refused to bath.. dirty fellow.. haha.. fried nian gao instead.. haha.. never knew frying nian gao can be so fun tooo!!! haha... then we ate & chatted.. with little ms piggy too.. and the 3 of us skyped candice.. hah.. long time no see candice!!

and the chatting went on.. and on.. and on... haha.. until 6am in the morning... haha.. talked about everything and nothing.. :P woke up at 12:30am.. haha.. went the Skate Attack..!! and guess what!!! bought our skates and sticks!!! YEAAAA~~ screaming on the inside when i m typing this.. haha very happy neh~~

a special weekend... its really nice to have friends like u tung.. someone who i can talk to without thinking what i can say and what i cant... n when i say random n silly things.. u juz understand me.. dun haf to explain @ all.. haha.. i dun think we ever had such long conversation before.. found out quite a lot about each other.. talked about things that we didnt tell each other when we were just sitting next to each other in class... and its amazing to find out those not so common things we share!! haha.. thou i should be too surprised realli.. our coincidences have came a long way.. haha.. dont know how to express wat i feel realli.. but beeg thankew dearie 33.. haha... hughug...!! -super tight- cant wait for the next sleepover.. hah

on sat night.. two friends came over to cook dinner.. our mini 3-ios reunion dinner.. haha.. yup.. and the two of them went on about there bfs.. haha.. good friends share life stories.. and i just sat there with nothing to contribute.. haha.. dont realli mind.. i thought i would feel very upset but surprising i dont.. haha.. straight leh~~ girls @ this age should be dying for bf right? unless.. hee

a friend's friend is actualli another's long lost primary school mate.. small world.. haha.. knew them for less than a year.. but i feel like if anything would happen to me.. they will be there to support.. time is not an accurate measurement for the strength of friendship then~~ >.<

one can be closer to friends u met up with less than 10 times than those u are with everyday..

i just dont understand why??

nian gao~~~ ^o^ ... linglingwan says its very nice.. yea!! posted one box to candice this morning...

candice #.# check first before u eat hor.. maybe it will become mouldy gao by the time it reaches u...


@鸳鸯土司@ very yummy neh~


===dinner===

my new skates!!! cant wait to try out on them todae!!! 3 more hours to goooo...

作曲：陸偉峰｜填詞：林若寧｜編曲：伍仲衡｜監製：伍仲衡

胡：優美　才容易獲取所愛
　　總要　和各界眼光比賽
　　長相　你叫我　怎麼改
　　自尊心也被人笑聲掩蓋
許：只怪　凡人用眼睛戀愛
　　生世　才淪為被愛的障礙
　　觀眾　眼界線　改不改
　　亦好好對待　叫人人意外

＃胡：常人如你的標準　許：怎去量度幸福的輕重
　胡：一千斤　　　　　許：這樣重
　胡：張開手　　　　　許：能用力地抱擁＃

＊胡：天生不算做漂亮　都多得你願見諒
　當醜小鴨被撇下　流亡然後又被領養
　　　人從來天生天養　然而難得你對我緊張
　許：不必想你覓對像　醜樣都這樣漂亮
　　　不必當世俗偶像　這世界誰亦有被愛的幕牆
　合：蒙起這雙眼冥想　誰會讓你寵上 　(許：忘記燃亮重量)＊

胡：總要　被旁人目光批鬥
　　得我　行快鏡與上佳偶
　　所愛　我怕我　講出口
　　會給惋拒回來我心傷透
許：關愛　亦還是你所專有
　　總有　誰人明白你小宇宙
　　給我　抱抱你　一雙手
　　另一種美貌我全部接受
Repeat＃

胡：天生不會做偶像　都多得你願見諒　（許：人人能愛上）
　　彷彿整個鬧市內　完全無人剩下我倆（許：人人能變心）
　　平頭和品足嘴瞼　完來無需要太過緊張
許：請不必你付重量　醜樣都這樣漂亮
　　心地可拼命發亮　這世界其實有萬百總識相
合：旁觀者怎會了解　何以共我戀上（許：誰會付最理想）
Repeat＊

came across this song todae.. v meaningful...

love is a feeling..

Unseen, only felt when touched...

nian gao

its cooking cooking lar~~ my nian gao.. but doesnt look like it will work.. juz spoke to someone who is very pro @ making these cakies.. he said i used the wrong kinda sugar and wrong kinda flour.. mm.. thats is about everything the cake is made up of.... haha.. so its kinda gone.. hopefully it is sill edible.. lar~~ just dont taste as nice.. i m waiting.. haha...

had dinner with some singaporeans yesterdae.. wah.. the feeling was quite odd.. cos they are from like Contact Singapore and MOH and etc.. quite scary.. and making me think twice if i should go back to work.. singapore has got the friends the culture the food i like.. but the working enviroment is so stressful.. and competitive.. dunno if i will be able to cope.. hah.. still a long way lar.. so think later..

wah.. and i saw a shuai ge yesterdae... very good build.. quite shuai lar~~ haha..

哎.... yesterdae.. a good and bad day put together..

ice hockey was cool.. as good as ever... on my way away from the skating rink.. i was thinking.. mondae is the day tat i look forward to... then i saw linglingwan's blog.. very touched indeed linglingwan.. cant believe u were thinking the same thing as i was... just feel very relax when i was with u.. dont haf to pretend n put on the mask... 跟你们在一起的时候我感觉到朋友与朋友之间的关心... its some small little gestures that i dont get when i m with most other people around me.. its just the feeling of >> if i fall down, u guys will be there to help me up.. but with some others, they will just be standing back and laughing at me...

i am so excited about fridae.. cant wait.. and we are going to buy hockey gears on saturdae too.. i hope fridae comes soon... ^.^

then comes the bad part of the dae.. sigh... after i reached Huntley.. some of my coursemates were alreadi half drunk... i just sat there and listened to their conversation.. trying to be sociable once in a while.. that period of time was actualli quite fun... then came the worst bit.. after Huntley closed for the day, they decided to go to a club called Moonlites (cheapskits)..

we walked from Huntley to Soho.. stood in the cold for a very long while.. waiting for people to convince others to go.. freezing but i found out some interesting gossips about some coursemates.. a guy said he likes this girl.. but he was too shy to ask her out.. then the guys were like telling me.. sometimes when u like a girl too much, u 反而 dont dare to tell her about it.. cos then u will be scared of lossing the friendship.. sigh... i always thought that if u find someone u like.. should say out loud right..

世界那么大，要找到喜欢的人还真的不容易~~

anyway.. big side track of what i was going to say.. then at the club.. people kept buying me drinks.. n since i had only eaten one meal for the whole dae.. thus got quite drunk.. n sick.. the feeling sucks man.. hate getting drunk.. but when friends 硬硬 force u to drink.. i dont know wat to do also.. it was realli nice of them to send me home.. thanks guys.. teri n johnny especially.. (thou i m not sure if u guys will ever be reading this) :)

enuff of this kinda socials for a while.. >.<

I LOVE this PIX~~

Happy CNY!! miss the CNY mood @ home... but its only a matter of time... we will be home again soon~~ hee.. happy~~

been left out of reunion dinner by my flatmates again... should haf expected tat... 是我笨笨的... is it realli just the way HK pple behalf? they dont feel guilty at all even if they left me out...

in Oundle.. althought i felt the way Denice behaves is quite different from me.. but she would never had left me out of anything.. but now.. they just go without me.. without the slightest bit of guilt at all.. friends.. sigh!!

doesnt matter la.. its just a dinner.. some meat some vege and rice.. i cook for myself.. also not bad!!

豬年行大運~~!!

here it goes again...

first note...!! thanks linglingwan.. for helping me to set up this bloggy.. ^v^ there is still a lot of beautifying need to be done thou.. but that can wait.. haha.. after i finish my 1500 words essay... which is due in a few hours.. hah.. dont wan to study!!! but i guess i dont realli haf a choice.. although its just a formative so why m i studying?? @.@''

been sitting in front of my com since 5pm.. only written 437 words... 不停地聽着同一首歌...

TANK の我們小時候...

回憶起我們小時候.閉上眼睛就能感受.在我們心中滿滿流動的温柔... 以前,快樂是那麼的簡單... 長大后一切都不一樣了... 為什麼? i think it was about this time two years ago ba.. deleted by blog.. why leh...? ermm cos i wasnt sure why i was writing my blog anymore.. for who to see and why do i wan to let them know about me? its not like they realli care anyway.. difference btw friends took me this long to figure out between those that warm my heart and others who are just different... its a tiring job to try change pple.. though i dont realli wan to.. but i haf to admit tat there are some pple.. no matter how much u r willing to share with them doesnt mean tat will u get the same amount back.. it costed many heart breaks to figure tat out... 離開新加坡的這三年半, 我變堅強了.. 也變得自私冷漠... 這就是成長吧....

hey.. this is suppose to be a happy first entry.. y became like this leh.. guess i haf a lot to say.. hah... gif me some time.. i will tell u all... on this blog.. for everyone who cares to read about me.. haha.. thanks lar... linlingwan.. though i haf only met u a few times since u came to london.. but everytime i see u.. u bring back all the memories of what friendship is about.. the feeling tat i haf lost.. love ya..!! thankzzz...

i should go back to my essay la.. otherwise a big LATE... haiz...