niniann

2007-12-27T04:11:00.000-08:00

Moving home la..
sorrie everyone.. this is like a yearly routine... >.<
new addie is www.xanga.com/niniann123...
u need a xanga account to read it ga.. haha... just sign up for one la!!
tats ur test to show how much u love me.. bhb~!
Happy New Year~!

很不爽..

2007-12-10T15:33:00.000-08:00

我.. 非常的不爽!

我,
不爽他玩我的小熊!

我,

不爽他擅自拿我的小熊饼干吃!

我,
不爽他把我的房间当成他自己的!

我,

不爽他拿我当挡箭牌!

我,
不爽他有女朋友还想靠那么近!

我,

不爽他的游手好闲!

我,
不知道为什么, 就是不爽他!

2007-10-28T08:41:00.000-07:00

自以为早已愈合的伤口,
没想到轻轻一碰又痛了起来.
自以为早已忘记了的一点一滴,

全部都又浮现在眼前.

我告诉自己,
只要再把心情整理一遍,
大睡一觉, 明天就没事了~

习惯了逃避, 习惯了假装,
习惯了这样的自己.
我是怎么了?

2007-10-20T04:22:00.000-07:00

I HATE HER!!!

I HATE HER!!!
I HATE HER!!!
I HATE HER!!!

I HATE HER!!!

I HATE HER!!!
I HATE HER!!!

I HATE HER!!!

I HATE HER!!!
I HATE HER!!!
I HATE HER!!!

I HATE HER!!!
I HATE HER!!!

I HATE HER!!!
I HATE HER!!!
I HATE HER!!!

I HATE HER!!!

Bad Girl

2007-08-24T08:45:00.000-07:00

今天. 我做了一件坏事!

went to work at wedding house today..
my job was to go to this wedding fair with Clara..
pretending we are getting married.. erm not with each other of course!!

So basically, we are supposed to LIE....
I didnt really feel very good when i was told what i was supposed to do but went ahead anyway.
thinking that it was just a job.
until we got to this taiwanese wedding shooting company.
they take wedding pix...
so we sat down @ their booth..
wanting to get some info out of them..
e.g. price. plan. etc..

THEN, i am not sure. but Clara got a little overboard..
at this booth Clara was the 'bride'..
i think she really thought that she was getting married..
i tried to stop her. sending her the let's go msg..
but obviously the cable was jammed..
the lady serving us was really nice and friendly,
but at that point of time she sent me this LOOK..
the look that tell me to shut up.. -she even gave me smth to eat and tell me not to speak-
great.. so there was pretty much nothing i could do except to stare..
and i waited and waited but she still had her butt stuck onto the chair..
when she finally realised she had to leave cos the lady was asking her to pay...
she looked at me for help.
erm.. inside me was screaming:
my dear, you could have just stood up and left..
the longer you stay..
the worst it will be...

i felt bad for not speaking to Clara since we left the fair.
cos i was kinda in a bad mood at her for staying that long at the booth..
i felt bad for the lady promoting to us cos she talked for almost an hour and all her effort was never taken into consideration cos it was all nothing but a lie...

So,
I am a liar,
I am a bad girl today.

my summer 2007

2007-08-19T21:01:00.000-07:00

sorry guys.. haven been updating regularly.. actually, not at all.. :) paiseh~
summer hol.. the time to be lazy.. last proper summer hol of my entire life..
and it is almost over alreadi... haiz...
but this summer is good!! happy :)
let me tell u guys one by one~~

Firstly, er.. forgot a bit.. haha.. most significant thing was prob when bao came to HK..
before that was simply slacking... spent time with grandparents...
nothing much really, for the first 3 weeks of the hol.. no books.. thats wat mattered!!! :)
when bao came over.. sorrie sorrie bao.. could only spend one day with u..
and no more disneyland!!! hai... my fault for not arranging everything properly...
only managed to shop ard for a bit.. next time next time..
bao.. haha now that we are on the same rotation.. haha.. -evil- ^v^
i will be bugging u 24/7... :) 我要烦死你!!!

**baobei gui.. happy bdae.. sorrie couldnt celebrate with u.
candlelite dinner with u in londre!!**

ohoh.. i also worked in a Book Fair in HK!.. 7 days..
some days from 9am to 1am..
need to stand there and promote to customers non-stop for 13 hours
was quite dead after that 7 days
couldnt do anything else
it was literally: wake up->work->shower->sleep->wake up..
but it was very fun!!!
although in btw there were some minor isuues..
and apart from the guilt that i was kinda cheating naive housewives' money...
i met a lot of nice people too..

只是没想到在短短的7天内,
人际关系也能变得那么复杂!!!
let me intro u guys to 3 of them!!
we call ourselves the 文房四宝..
-屎突墨砚-!!!
if u read in cantonese.. it is pronounced as the same as the actual 四宝~

民国96年7月29日至民国96年8月12日

@852

2007-06-13T08:54:00.000-07:00

@852.. ^.^

haven really updated since we got our results!!!
cos i was too happy celebrating!! watching tv!!! shopping!!! going home!!! eating!!! hah

so on tue (5/6) about 5pm.. received da email saying that i can promote to next year!! over-delighted!! hah.. screamed a bit too loud!! :) i am very proud and happy that all 6 of us can pass... not that i dont care about others.. but somehow.. i knew i wouldnt be happy if any of the 6 failed.. well down gals!!! thanks for all the encouragement through the exam period!! i wouldnt have made it without u gals.. *kisskiss* n so colour.. u must do well too ok!! dont break my heart!! cant wait to see u soon!!

after the screaming.. went for dinner with Chekky.. woohooo... yumyum.. first private hot date with hot legs.. wohoo.. cant wait to spend my night with u n our tortoise :) after that went to ulu with Jet and that lot!! Nick was so not himself.. hah.. too hyper and happy!!! i guess all those who didnt make it last year had the same feeling... we held back our hopes.. :) but everything is okay now!! baobei, wo ai ni!!!! but inside all of us.. were kinda.. something was missing without khoon.. hope all those who didnt make it this time will be fine after a month!! dont give up!!! thou i know its easier said than done~

wed lunch was the beeg celebration with da ones.. hah.. burgers!!! and cake!!! happy neh~ sorrie forced u guys to swallow the cake!! too happy so i could resist!! ^o^ later that day jonn wee and i went to din's place for dinner... ever so childish.. played scrabble and fought!! over a bottle a water.. bruises everywhere!!! but it was fun!! :) my pancake was a failure thou.. >.<>

thurs was spent with Cara... too bad Catherine couldnt make it.. wont be able to see her until she goes back to london when term starts in Sept for her.. had a good chat.. hah.. somehow she kinda knows me better than i think she does!! which is very cool i guess :) and this graphics genius promised to teach me Photoshop!! wohoo.. so I can make my beeg poster!!! cant wait for her to come back on the 2nd!!

after all the packing.. finally moving on fridae.. I CANNOT BELIEVE I HAVE SO MUCH STUFF!!! i literally kicked! the suitcase down the stairs.. CMI.. too heavy!! nearly died! *x* and lucky when i got to Carrie's Matt was there to help me move them up the stairs!! i dont wan Sept to come.. then I have to carry them all down again.. and move them up 2 floors to my room in MIC... OMG... bao.. u have to help.. and maybe i should ask Charles too!! hah

got to the airport around 4:45pm.. for the first time there was no queue at the Cathay desk... usually it looks like a snake! then i thought i was quite early.. so went walk walk around.. then i decided i should go in cos the gate is VERY FAR!! before i even reach the counter.. i was told that i could only have one bag.. ok i kinda knew so i got a beeg plastic bag and put my laptop and bad in.. quite stupid right.. i m still bringing 2 bags in.. just in a big plastic bag instead!? foolish people..dont understand what is the point? ha.. then i realised i have dropped my boarding pass.. backtrack all the way but couldnt find it :P so i went back to the counter and the gorgor nicely printed another one for me.. and then he told me i should get in soon otherwise i may miss the flight.. okay~

then i had to go through all the stupid checks!! when the guard in not even looking at the screen!!! i really dont understand all these custom people!! i bought in a whole bottle of water and they didnt find out! argh!! and the best is they added a new check.. and we must take off our shoes as well!! WHY?!!!

--- i will update the bits in HK later.. now i wanna go and watch TV----- ^v^

2007-06-05T19:22:00.000-07:00

YEA!!! i passed!!!!!!! couldnt stop jumping or screaming for at least 15 minutes... sorrie eardrums!!! beyond description!!!! its so happy.. i think all the people who failed last year.. feel the same... :)

its 3:24am now.. just got home.. i will go to sleep first... blog again later!!!!

BUT I M VERY VERY VERY HAPPY!!!!!!

Tomorrow

2007-06-04T15:48:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow. 是明天了.

2007-06-03T16:38:00.000-07:00

it was a happy weekend..

on saturday morning.. i found out that my flatmates are all moving out.. so the house is left with me alone.. too quiet... a little scary... silly me didnt know where to top up my phone card so i had no credit to call anyone... then very luckily dindin called me.. she was alone too.. so i dashed out of the house straight away... we shopped we chatted... it's like the old days again... thou we haf only seen each other twice since sept... i still felt close when we met... :) we went to Sakura for a nice dinner.. yummy... i learnt to love eating from her.. hah... didnt know food can make me so happy before.. slept over at hers again.. internet was back but couldnt find anything nice to watch except the movie about Peter Rabbit.. i took paracetamol so i was sleepy... felt asleep too soon... sunday morning came, we couldnt decide what we wanted to do.. bake cakes, hyde park, shopping..etc.. so we end up eating dim sum in chinatown.. i went to toilet came back finding out she ordered food that could feed four people.. hah... so full that i couldnt move at all!! but i was happy.. :) then we walked from chinatown to oxford street.. and a lot of strangers.. esp weird ones said hello... its always like that when i m with her.. she attracts all sort of 珍奇异兽.. >^.^<.. then she has to go.. bf coming todae... 重色轻友... not just her.. but everyone.. EVERYONE i know is like this.. so i am quite used to it now... in the past i used to mind a lot whenever she ditched me to meet her bf.. esp in Oundle.. i am not les.. just that... she was my best friend there.. felt a bit left out i guess.. :) but its okay now... i have grown up!! then i came home.. continued packing.. HATE packing.. how many times have i done it now since i came to uk.. so sick of it! i wish that there is a place called home so no need to move around anymore! in 10 years time maybe?!

just finished another episode of 超级星光大道... nice but sad... oh well.. it is all fake and i still watch it.. dont know why too!! also watched a korean movie.. called A Millionaire's First Love.. someone died again.. if i knew i wouldnt have started.. why always liddat!

2 more days to it...

2007-06-01T15:39:00.000-07:00

they sell burgers with all sort of meat in them!!! yuckx

there are people who are overexcited in the queue...

and then there are others who are too eager to take a bit!!

and then i found an alligator in front of the seafood stall~~ :)

i wan to make them.. and then EAT THEM ALL!!! :P

and then EAT THEM ALL!!! :P

fel, this is ur fav... BUTTER!!!

It's a Brownie Hill!!!

juice esp for tammy!!

Sorrie Chekky... haha~~

just finished watching Heroes... it is superb! after all the twists and turns.. good and bad... it is amazing... sacrifices... and what love can do.. hah.. i am not going to say what happen.. dont wan to spoil it for anyone who hasnt watch it.. but if you have the time... watch it!! it seems a bit boring in the middle.. but although in the end not everyone made it through.. but it was good enough... :)

today, i went to Borough Market with CK, bao n wenx, auds and tammy came later... wohoo.. FOOD... and lots of home made cakes.. they look so beautiful.

Baby, arent we cool? HEE!!

homerton 4 hours

2007-05-31T06:42:00.000-07:00

i am mentally out but physically still working a little bit.. last night, went to watch Wicked with Bao.. quite a nice story.. but the music i feel it is so so only lar.. but the theatre is beeg and nice!! classy! i like it~ hah... by the time it was already about 11pm.. then I tailed Bao home, to watch Heroes.. hah..wohoo.. Bao was the one who surrendered first... at 6am~ quite cool lar.. we went through 7 episodes.. then she slept for an hour.. while i watch Survivor Cook's Island finale.. then I dragged her out to go to Mac for breakfast with me.. haha.. paiseh ar!! Audrey you are lucky.. i was about to scream outside your door but since you have work I will let you off this time :)

then i went to the interpreting job at Homerton.. wah lao.. so far away... and I was in the hospital for 4 Solid Hours.. my eyes are very small already.. they are about 1mm now.. waited at this antenatal clinic with this woman and her 3.5 years old daughter for super long.. test after test.. BP too high so gotta check here check there... and they are sooo slow... I end up playing with the little girl.. hah.. quite funny.. the mom was doing so test and the girl wanna shi-shi.. so the mommy told me to take her.. ok fine no problem.. so we got to the loo... the toilet bowl so big the girl so tiny.. so i carried her up.. cannot sit cos she will fall in.. and there is this gap in the front of the sit... so i let her stand on the toilet bowl she doesnt know how to shi-shi squatting down.. then she wont shi-shi.. i had to ask a nurse to help.. felt quite stupid.. hah.. never taken a little girl to toilet before... haha.... at least i learnt something todae!! haha :)

In the labour ward for quite a while today... wah all these mommies-to-be... stomach so beeg... they all looked so stress and uncomfortable.. no matter standing, sitting or lying down.. some were lucky... they have their husband with them.. others with their own moms... men these days har.. i know have to work to earn money... but your wife is having a baby! you are going to be a father.. cant you be off for a day at least to be your wife... goodness do you know how much pain she is going through?!!! haiz!! soo useless!! @.@''' i understand that the father cant really do much at that moment.. but being there.. the support!! lousy men!!! ~~

Antenatal clinic is such a busy department.. you see pregnant moms with little kids... cant help wondering... can they really manage all of them? hah... but then you see the smiles on their faces.. the look these couples give to each other... they look happy, sweet and in love.. for now at least~~ which is good!! haha...

haiz.. i think i should go continue with Heroes.. 10 more episodes to go... though it is really not very good.. still i want to finish it.. haha.. wish I had brought home the tortalli now.. i m starving... haha....

2007-05-29T14:54:00.000-07:00

Many people ask why I like to watch TV so much..
The reason is because on TV..
no matter what twists and turns in the stories..
it is always happy ending in the end...

If only it is the same in real life..
Everyone around me is happily ever after...
Everyone I love is happy..
Everyone who loves me is happy...
then.. it will be perfect~~ ^.^

2007-05-25T13:15:00.000-07:00

曾经有人说过, 时间能让治疗悲痛..

时间的确能让伤口变得模糊, 但却无法除掉那深深的疤痕.
我们都会用尽办法把伤疤给盖住.. 衣服, 头发..

Out of Sight, Out of Mind~

可是当衣服不小心被大风掀开,
丑陋的疤痕有再一次出现在眼前..
顿时间, 一切回忆又涌到眼前...
这时我们才发现,
其实我们什么都没有忘记.

220507

2007-05-22T13:36:00.000-07:00

hello everybody!! haha... must be wondering what I am up to recently.. exam over for four days already but I havent updated my blog yet... life after exam is chillzzz.. haha.. ever since i put myself into bed on fridae.. i never realli got up.. except to eat and to bath... i even put a chair next to the bed so i can put my laptop on..!! haha.. a bit extreme..

so.. lehh... what haf i been doing..? watch tv.. eat ... sleep ... watch tv... 24hrs a day.. my eyes are going to pop out soon.. if only i can haf so much interest and determination when i study... if only... so haf i chosen the wrong thing? should i be studying media instead? at least i will be doing smth i am interested in~~ oh well... its too late now... no turning back...

anyway.. the shows i have watched.. survivor cook's island.. erh except for 3 episodes.. including finale..!!! the webisite i am using doesnt haf it.. but i know the result.. yul won... harvard student.. yale law student.. no wonder so smart.. his dad was refugee.. so wow.. well done to him!! thumbs up!! his family must be so proud of him!!

another show is 想飞.. 玮伦's last complete show.. was waiting for exams to be over to start... well.. something that will stay in my heart for a while.. not exactly an extremely wonderful show.. but something to be remembered.. then there is the usual bangbangtang and kangxi and etcetc.. after writing this.. i might to continue with my kung2 that i stopped since dunno when... and waiting for next episode of veronica mars to come out!! finale of the season!!! oh i watched a movie too... spider lilies... er... finished the whole day without understanding what on earth the movie is trying to say... so.. CRAP!!!

ohhh.. i am also reading angels and demons... sigh.. dont really understand all the physics.. tian ar.. tough!!! i am quite proud of myself.. apart from that expensive dinner on fridae.. i havent spent a single cent!!! the idea of staying at home so i wont spend money is working so well!!

at this moment .. i am supposed to be on holiday... in venice.. or milan. the money i have wasted.. still cannot get over it! i still cant believed my friends went.. ok.. people think differently.. cannot force them... they have no backbone is their problem.. sigh~~~

been thinking a lot lately.. about life.. about me... and about MY life.....
sometimes i wonder.. do i think too much?

记忆能让人留住最美丽的画面,

却也可能是永远抹不掉的烙印.

2007-05-18T02:23:00.000-07:00

*hooo~* last paper in 4 hours' time.. yea finallie finishing... then 3 more weeks before results... 3 weeks to pray for a miracle to happen :)... watever it is.. this will be my last time complaining about this whole exam thing.. pass or fail.. worst come to worst.. no summer no singapore no pkk and staying in london alone for resits... thats the worst... i am mentally prepared.. or will be in 3 weeks' time... but that doesnt mean i have given up hope.... there is still a chance! :) for now.. just hope todae's paper will be easy so i can have spare marks to transfer..!!! [if necessary!]... i did smth stupid last night.. watched tv instead of revising! hah.. but that made me happy thou!! which is good good good!!! life is all about being happy and forgetting all the negative happenings.. haha.. wish that is what life is all about!!!! :)

2007-05-17T03:47:00.000-07:00

less than 2 hours left before MCQ... i feel like i have already lost... the more i try to study... the more i will find out that there are so many mistakes i have made in those questions on mondae.. those that i thought were correct... and 75% for this paper? i think i will get 10%...... nothing looks good... nothing...

3rd day

2007-05-16T10:56:00.000-07:00

today was multiple GUESSING questions... not joking.. i seriously have no clue to a lot of the questions.. oh well.. but i m not as worried about this as MEQ... althought 2 days have past... i cant help but still think about it.. i knew how to do the at least 2 of the neuro questions.. the cerebral artery one and although i dont know the syndrome but i know how to answer most part of the other pathway question too.. but i didnt have time for them.. instead... i spent time on stupid anat questions which i have realised my answers are wrong... sigh.... am i going to pass? >.<

2007-05-15T10:05:00.000-07:00

second day done! huuu... todae marh.. better than yesterdae.. not in the sense the i have done well but i actually have time to think and finish the paper.. oh well.. first two are over... not point thinking about them anymore... study for tmr anat lor.. sigh! i hope i can do some questions tmr..

good luck everyone!!!! HUG

2007-05-14T10:59:00.000-07:00

first paper done... big sigh.. relieve one is down.. but on the other hand.. i didnt finish the paper again! its like last year.. last may.. i didnt finish it as well.. but this year.. at least for those that i have done i am quite sure of them... let say if i get 70% for half.. i need 30% which is 6 marks from each of the rest of the questions to pass.. but i left two completely empty.. except for the four words.. amoxicillin and blood brain barrier.. so then for the rest.. need to compensate 10 more marks in them... that means 6 questions need to get 6X6+10=52.. each question need 8.5 marks.. omg... and this is on the account that i get 70% for the other half.. omg... i m worried.. stressed.. lost.. i realli dont want to XXXX again.. my whole summer will be gone.. and worst.. i studied this time and if i still fail.. that reflects incapablility instead of lack of revision.. and the chore of having to restudy everything away.. the thought of it makes me sick... i hope they modulate a bit.. 5 marks is better than nothing... ok.. let say if i can transfer 5%.. which should really save for MCQ1.. but anyway.. 5% out of 360 means 18 marks.. which means i need to get 34 marks for the 6 hundang questions.. which means 6 marks each.. this is not good.. i just hope that luck will strike.. for this once.. then i promise i will study clinics stuff in summer.. read the whole yellow and green book before hand.. on the good side.. one paper is down.. 4 more to go.. retake or not.. i will only know in a month's time.. so i should kick it out of my mind now.. take a break.. and prepare for tmr...

revision count down 2 days

2007-05-11T09:29:00.000-07:00

wohoo... todaeis fridae... and two more days and it will be mondae.. exams time! and then five more days exams will be over.. hm... um... should i be excited? happy? nervous? stress? i dont feel anything atm.. soo numb lor! hah.. so eh.. thinking is by limbic system.. so my limbic system dysfunction? woah~

sorrie writing crap.. but seriously! am i going to make it? study this and forget others.. limiting brain capacity... i need an extra brain!! pinkie, can lend me urs? hah.. but still.. 2 more days.. study lorz.. processing very slowly this week.. spent so much time listening to dennis and watching tv... while i should be mugging 15 hours a day like charles..

only time i m out of the house these days is to buy Mac or BK or to the library.. ha.. saw a little boy.. not little.. teenager lar.. sec/high sch.. running along the street yesterdae on my way back from library.. how i wish i m him! at the age when i can still wake up every morning.. breakfast prepared for me.. put on my sch uniform.. then go to sch.. is this why grandma always says being a student is the best time in life?

i like studying.. thou i grumble.. and i complain.. a lot! haha. but since easter till now.. this is prob the time i haf worked the hardest for an exam... and i m acutalli enjoying it.. quite unbelievable! pharm is full of ridiculous names but i like it.. anat is like learning a new language but i guess once you memorise all the names u will be fine.. ... hah.. so glad we dont haf much biochem nor all those funnie pathology Ig thing this year.. horrible stuff.. if only.. there is no pass or fail.. then med sch will be wonderful~~

dear medics.. work hard lor.. if u feel stress or upset or wanna gif up.. just think yar.. if this will bring you to where you wan to go in the end... then it is all worth it.. and then try to enjoy every bit of this journey.. cos u can only walk thru this path once.. before you reach your goal.. when u will think back and regret why you didnt make ur journey more memorable and remarkable.. dragging urself out of bed knowing that it is another day of hard core revision ahead sucks i know.. but just a bit more ya!! -smile-

"屁!!" :P

2007-05-03T12:19:00.000-07:00

"是上只有妈妈好, 有妈的孩子没烦恼..."

我想每个人小时候都有听过这首歌吧...

一首赞颂母爱的歌曲...

哈, 可是我从小就很讨厌这歌..

有妈妈就能万事通...

那.. 人人都有妈...

你和我的烦恼有是哪来的呢?

特别是每当我和妈妈吵架时..

外婆总会说... '她都是为你好...'

而我的回答永远是一个字..

"屁!!" :P

五月的第二个星期天是母亲节...

媒体朋友们必定有会大肆报道...

母爱的伟大...

听到很多很多妈妈的好话....

感人肺腑的勒.. 0.0

可是, 为什么...

关于母亲伤害孩子的新闻总是被忽略..

今天香港的新闻: 爭吵後縱火　狂婦燒死孝順女

大人们啊...

这不是自打嘴巴吗?

很讽刺吧!

幼稚园的老师们...

下次当年再唱妈妈好的时候...

想想这则新闻吧~~

世事无绝对喔!!　　＾．＾

最终回

2007-04-27T13:17:00.000-07:00

LT 1.. the place we met, the place we left....

mark, CK, wenx, auds, me & bao.. ^.^
@ dinner... i love this pix.. the smiles!!
and us.. the siao ones... hohoho!!!

today.. friday, 27 april 2007.. we had our last lecture in LT1, Cruciform.. together as pre-clinical students... this will probably be our last chance when all of us sitting together in our fav row in the middle of the LT together... two years.. fly by too quickly.. suddenly.. the 5/6 years medicine course doesnt seem so long anymore... after the exams, after the summer... we will all be going 'seperate' ways.. thou we are still in same uni, same course.. but we will prob be posted to different hospitals.. or doing different Bsc... all these are coming too quickly.. i have just gotten to know you lot better.. and now we will be seperated again... >.<..

something i wan to say is... there are many different kinds of friends in this world.. those you see regularly but your conservations only consist of hi and byes.. and those you thought u have lost after not seeing them for a long time but it only took 30s to get you guys to rekindle the fire again... and those you dont see much.. and are far far away.. but if you are down, you just need to pick up the phone or turn on ur msn.. they will be there for you... grumble to them about all small meaningless problems and they will still listen and gif you a pat on ur head and say.. 'dont worry, i am here for you whenever u need me'.. good friends dont have to see each other everyday.. but you know they are your friends for life.. if you are down u haf their shoulders to lie on... good friends are there for each other always and ever... maybe we wont be able to know every nitty bitty gritty details of each others' daily life anymore.. but we are still close at heart yea~ *hug* i know my way of expression is very poor.. hope you guys get the msg..

i dont know why.. but looking at the pix.. shingypool came into my mind... how are u my colour.. hope you are doing well.. anything can happen anytime.. i really really really hope all of us can make it thru this year... add oil... and add oil... we will get there ok!

- 最终回-

包~

2007-04-25T15:05:00.000-07:00

如果世界上所有的包都让我算..

我回算择打包~

为什么?

没有为什么~!

jojo freely adrian

2007-04-18T15:36:00.000-07:00

sigh... 很不开心!!

我最讨厌的事情又发生了~

本来说好考完试我们四个好朋友一起去 Venice Milan

两男两女

我真的很期待

刚刚收到了一通电话

其中一个男生说另外两个人上星期六在一起了...

他说他不要去了...

我真的很讨厌你们!!

为什么!!??!!

本来我很开心的!!

虽然我也不喜欢跟情侣去旅行...

但是明明答应了要一起去.. 连机票也买了...

怎么可以这样!!!

为什么可以出尔反尔??

为什么你们明明知道我讨厌跟情侣一起去, 你们偏偏要这样!!!

你们是我在UCL香港人堆中最好的朋友!!

怎么可以完全不顾我的感受!!

我恨死你们了!!!!

2007-04-16T16:03:00.000-07:00

Updating on my weekend~~

Saturdae>>> first PPK meeting.. yeah.. i think the PKK pple this year are quite on!! wooh00-- exciting exciting exciting!! so that means i will be going to singapore again for sure!!! yeah-hey!! so i can see everyone again!! and this time without my mom so i can PLAY PLAY PLAY all i want.. haha ^.^ cant wait for summer! mommy said that we can go to Japan for holidae!! yeah.. tat means i can finally put my hands onto the 夹公仔machine!! woohoo!! :) since i m going to PKK then i guess no AmSA anymore.. bye bye korea! not very upset by it thou cos the pple kinda disappointed me at the last meeting~~ apparently next year its at Philippines.. haha!! even better!! i have never been there!! ok~ i should go back to wat happened on Sat.. i love to digress!! sorrie! @ the meeting, sam asked me all these funnie questions when they are choosing the leader.. scary!! feel a bit being interrogated in front of some strangers. -so paiseh- maybe should just let the guys be.. so save everyone's time.. not that i m even sure if i can do a better job than them.. sigh sigh sigh.. then they mentioned some small conflicts happened during last year's PKK.. hoo.. i hope nothing like this will happen this year!! annie, no bitching during pkk!! :) HAhAH!

after meeting wenx n ck n i went shopping.. super random!! haha.. and and and i saw this dress but too ex.. so forget it lor~~ later really no money to pay electricity bill! haha... then we went to Mac.. hhaha.. slumber party at mac!! no lar!. just kidding.. we just sat there and chat for a long long time!! feel so good to talk about nothing! girl's talk~~ hah.. and i learnt what loving kindness is.. woo.. baobei.. wishing for a lot!! so m i *.* .. so we all good luck!! haha

Sunday!! i cant really remember what i did.. cos everyday is the same.. wake up, take the laptop to my bed, watch tv in bed, eat branch/dinner, nap, snack, tv summore and sleep again.. i did try to revise.. but how much went in.. probably same as wat went out.. hah.. what i can remember is: 模范棒棒堂: 哄哄哄! , 我愛黑澀會: 我们上课了! , 欢迎收看今晚的康熙来了, 还有还有...太多... ok.. now that i m talking about it.. i want to watch again!! haha.. bye~

Sailormoon?

2007-04-15T12:42:00.001-07:00

oh man.. i m so bored i start watching Sailormoon Live Edition... oh man....

hianyang

2007-04-12T02:09:00.000-07:00

ngbored from studying!!! haha.. so while waiting for my BangBangTang to download, i did something crazy.. goggled some primary schoool mates' names and guess what i found!! their blogs.. haha.. KPO haha..

first name i typed in was hianyang's.. for those of you who dont know him.. he was my primary school mate 同窗.. haha.. sat next to him for most of the time in p5&6... so happened that our moms signed us up to the same British Council class too.. both like to drink Sprites.. used to at least.. dont know if he has changed his taste... etc etc.. we met a few times after graduation at gatherings.. seldom chat on msn thou i always see him online.. just dont know wat to say! ha.. used to talk to his little sister a lot more.. hah.. mm.. up till now.. he still has a very special place in my heart.. hah.. dont anyhow think pple.. i dont crush him or anything.. just kinda..the first boy whom i was very close to.. first guy who cried in front of me cos he failed his chinese test by 2 marks!! hah.. first guy who made me cry by his stupid bullying.. and first guy whom i got into a fight with.. to the extend that we turned over each other's school bag and start throwing the stuff inside at each other... childish moves.. i know i know... :)

back to his blog.. apart from wanting to know how he is getting along.. my other aim was to look for the word FIONA.. his ex-gf.. our ex-classmate too.. they got together was during sec 2 i think.. up till now i still dont really know how they got together... from what i gathered.. was after a prank they played on me.. pretended they had a fight or smth.. dont know... haha.. but... heard that they broke up!! a few mths back.. i know~ i know this is none of my business.. but still quite upset.. dunno why!! maybe cos i always hoped that they will get married.. primary sch mates 白头到老... 很幸福呢!! and also because.. some other reasons.. dont wanna mention.. haha!! sigh!!! why these pple... 我看好的!! 分什么手啊!! 老兄... 珍惜你的幸福!! 气死我了!! >.<

those days in primary school.. although my class was full of idiots who like to play with staplets and loved to shoot rubber band and their stupid bullets... those were the happiest days in my life.. 6F'99!! woohoo!! we rock!! maybe one fine day.. we can all go back to our nan hua class room again.. back to our own seats.. wait for our dear chinese teacher 陈老师... to say: JOHN LOW.. horrible plus terrible!! 你的字圆圆的像 fishball!! 还有zhichao你这只animal 给我出来!!..

我只能说.. 陈老师, 你是世界上最妙的老师!!!!

猪排 + broccoli + 芝士 + 大大美美的蛋~

2007-04-09T13:38:00.000-07:00

我的晚餐野~

猪排 + broccoli + 芝士 + 大大美美的蛋~

哇~~~~

人生淘汰赛

2007-04-08T14:16:00.000-07:00

大人们常说: 一分耕耘一分收获
好不公平的一句话..
如果真的是这样,
为什么有的人能够含着金钥匙出身,
有的却辛苦了一辈子却一无所有?

我们一生中必须经过大大小小的淘汰赛
在这个势利的年代,
不论是学业, 工作或兴趣,
大家都要比个你死我活才高兴.
说好听一点,
这就是有竞争才有进步.
好一句勉励大家的话

每当同伴被淘汰,
大家一定会说觉得很惋惜.
可是在着当中,
又有谁愿意把自己的位置让给他呢?
而十年过后,
又有谁会记得今天被淘汰的那位呢?

人性,
其实很恐怖.

奇迹

2007-04-07T15:43:00.000-07:00

你, 相信奇迹吗?

奇迹, 就是所谓的不可能发生了~

如果这一切是真的, 到底要用多少努力才能创造奇迹呢?

你, 相信他的存在吗?

i hate O2

2007-03-19T10:20:00.000-07:00

super duper on fire!!! aRRR!!!! was actually in very good mood today!! then suddenly after i got home i saw the O2 phone bill.. wah lao... £43.. that is like how ex!! stupid O2.. i called them a month ago and say that i want to cancel my contract cos it is finishing.. then they say it will finish in may.. so fine i will haf to pay £15 until may.. so ok i dont mind.. but now what.. they then decided to say that my discount plan finish in feb but my contract ends in may!! for fuck sake it is a 12 month contract!!! what the hell.. wasted an hour talking to them on the phone!!! UNREASONABLEEE!!!!! cos i got the free phone they offered in may THEY GAVE IT TO ME IN MAY!! so my contract ends in may!! that is not what the O2 person told me last year!! extra £45 is a lot of money!!!! I HATE O2!!!!! i am going to write in to complain la!! and their complain has to be done by post!! FREAKING STUPID!!!! and i dont like to be con!!! I HATE O2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-03-18T08:29:00.000-07:00

the toilet bowl in my house just burst.. as i m writing this.. the whole toilet is flooded.. water is leaking down to the kitchen on the floor below.. also along the staircase.. and into the flat below.. so the whole house is flooded.. we are waiting for the plumber to come.. he will take an hour..according to my landlord who is in hk now.. she screamed when i spoke to her.. siao!! sigh.. this whole thing happened after i went to the toilet.. well.. when i went in.. i saw some tissue in the toilet so i flushed.. but the water went down super slowly.. i ignored it and went to the toilet cos this has happned before.. and then i flused again.. didnt quite work after once so i flushed again and went back to my room.. when i decided to go down to wash my clothes after about 15 mins.. i discovered the whole toilet was flooded.. in shock.. so i decided it was quite serious so i woke gary and minnie up.. bloody hell it is already 2pm! they REFUSE to wake up initially until i kept calling after another 15 mins.. so gary got up.. bad tempered.. hello? you are living in the flat too! wtf.. he is a guy and i m the girl.. and i haf to go and call the landlord, try to find out how to turn off the water.. all he cared was oh the dirty water i cannot step on it.. great.. but ha.. i cannot find anything la! wa lao this kind of thing never happened to me.. so he has to do it.. angrily.. after a very long time minnie decide to get out of bed.. by this time we haf alreadi called landlord and stopped the water... I FREAKING DONT UNDERSTAND THESE PEOPLE!! ok.. initially we were waiting for the plumber in the living room.. then gary was like annie go mop the floor.. hello why me? if u wan to mop u go and mop la! i said nicely that it was unnecessary cos the plumber will come and it will be all wet again.. but he snapped at me and say that otherwise it will continue to leak.. minnie was just sitting there stoneing.. great... it is not my fault that this happened!! just happened to be using the toilet!! freaking hell!! and also.. he doesnt wan to mop it cos it is dirty water so i haf to do it.. i m already not very happy with him because of some other reason.. and he just cant stop calling me comfort woman cos his friend is coming down on tue and suppose to haf this thing with me!! just very annoyed.. very

i m angry.. but also feel quite helpless.. there are always two of them and one of me.. it sucks.. maybe it is really generic among hkers.. when they are bored they will come and find you and befriend with you.. and when they dont need you just throw u to one side.. seriously that is what i get from them... i am never going to pity gary the next time he comes into my room and says that he is bored cos minnie is not at home.. i m never going to cook dinner with him cos he says that there is no one to have dinner with.. as if he ever asked if i would like to join him for dinner.. i think i should really stop being friends with these people.. considering he is not the only one.. pissed off

earlier on in the day...

Internet has broken down again. So I m actually typing this on Words and posting it on when the internet comes back, which is don’t know when.

SMSL dinner on Friday was fun fun fun!! Thanks bao and bei for organising it!! I really enjoyed myself. PKK vs AMSA.. little cute thai kids vs Taiwanese shuaige (or maybe geeks).. haha.. Tough choice.. [@.@]

Saturday was first aid day! Watched Chelsea against Sheffield. First time on duty on the level of the field.. wah!! Their football skills are really very amazing, its like the ball is part of their body. I mean the Chelsea players of course.. the Sheffield ones were.. ermm… And I actually walked across the SIDE of the football field.. quite exciting.. I prefer Arsenal’s stadium. Bigger, newer and seems more organised.

Bao and I got craz.. more like me forcing bao to be craz for Nandos.. so we asked the senior FA if there is a nandos nearby, hah.. too desperate.. I bet they must think we are siao.. then I remembered that I have Nandos’ number in my phone.. wicked… so durh called them and found out that there is one in the shopping center nearby… so after duty we went there for dinner!!! Wooo woooo!!! Two weirdo wearing uniform went into the restaurant!! Haha.. and we even went Sainsbury shopping after dinner!! HAHA.. But bao only bought two box of cookies.. and I BOUGHT TWO BIG BAGS OF JUNKS!!!! Erm.. where is my diet plan? >.<

Suppose to be writing my 6000 words essay now. If I fail this essay, I will have to retain! CHOI!! Essay only!! How to fail!! >.< But I have just realised it is not as easy as I thought. Hah.. different from PDS essay.. Where I just wrote crap and still managed to pass.

Went to kitchen to make breakfast just now.. guess what noise came out from the bathroom.. YUCK!! Please lor.. I don’t understand how is it possible for the two of them squeeze into the tiny shower together!! And also, this is not their home!! Please!! Decency!! Its disgusting la.. the noise they made. I m not saying that there is anything wrong if they wan to shower together.. but do it privately and quietly can!! I realise they wont do it if Matt is home but erm.. please I m a person too!! One day.. I will tape record it and play it in front of all our friends!! freaking er!!

On the other hand, maybe it is just me la.. old and conservative.. TOLERENCE!! –sigh-

2007-03-14T13:23:00.000-07:00

~La Futbal~
Year 1 vs Year 2 @ Regent's Park

nice weather!!

I cooked spaghetti for dinner tonight!! looks quite pretty so I took a pic of it!! :)

My diet plan failed on day 1!! >.<

ate an extra extra large portion of dinner cos I was too hungry from skipping lunch..

ai~~~

2007-03-13T06:16:00.000-07:00

我的天啊!!!!

last night after back from Ice Hockey I had this sudden urge to see how fat am i.. so i burst into Kammy's room to borrow her full length mirror. so i pulled up my jeans up knee length.. sharks!! my legs have grown sideways!!! sheesh.. i know all of u will wan to kill me after reading this.. but this is the first time my legs are this MUSCULAR!!

so i have decided.. 5 days de-tox plan!! only eat apples!! only la.. maybe biscults for breakfast, then apples for lunch and a proper dinner!! maybe no proper dinner!!!! -depends how hungry i m- haha.. and as little exercise as possible!! i think badminton is the thing to blame for this!!!

NO CHOCOLATE NO SWEETS NO DIGESTIVES NO FAST FOOD!!!

drink lots of water constantly to keep my stomach full so it wont send the msg to my brain telling it i need to eat!!

throw away all food-related posters in my rooms so decrease hunger surge due to the sight of food!!

and I will think of some more...

learning neuro helps to loss weight!! haha...

i am going to buy apples now!!! go go go!!!

2007-03-11T17:05:00.000-07:00

Sunday 11th Feburary 2007. How time flies, its 2007 already. Its been 3 years since I came to this country. 3 years. Already.

minnie was out the whole day today. so spent a bit of time with gary. watching movies and tv series. felt so weird. when minnie is around, we dont even talk to each other much other than the hi-byes and how are u. since last year, there has been this invisible awkwardness between us. why do we have to act so differently with or without the existence of minnie? i swear there is nothing going on between gary and i. but yet there is something. maybe i m the one to blame for this. when minnie is in the house, i will stay in my room and avoid talking to them. i feel quite uncomfortable when i am alone with them now. but when minnie is out, gary will come into my room and chat or i will go hang out in the living room. why? i actually feel guilty talking to gary behind minnie's back. i am not doing anything wrong, am i?

easter holiday is coming, i m a bit worried. cross-fingers the same thing wont happen again, please! i hate misunderstandings, that's wat tear people apart...

on saturday night i heard the bitchi-est conversation ever. minnie and her friend, karen who has come down from Bristol to visit were in the living room chatting while i was trying desperately to repair the stupid internet. guess what i overheard.

'OMG! she is so ugly and short, why would anyone want to be friend with her?' 'all my friends are pretty, i just cant help it.' *sneers*

all girls bitch to a certain extent, to the least talk to their friends about people around them. i admit i do bitch about people too. but -erp- ugly and short? as if they are very tall, minnie not even 155cm, and she is commenting about how short others are? we are not in primary scho anymore.. what kind of people am i living with? the tone in their voice was just... sign.. unbelievable.. -eye-opener-

sometimes, i wan to go back being a fresher,

when my room was like a mini-common room,

when everyone would gather in my room after dinner and chat until 1am,

when there was so much laughter and love,

when so many would come to tell us how they wish they were in our little Camden family,

i miss the Camden gang!

but i guess, we can never be the same again,

expiry date of friendship,

友情的有效期,

anyone care telling me?
i really need to know!

某人, 和我曾是好朋友, 自从交了男朋友之后, 就消失了

现在她大概把我给忘了!

我不能理解, 也不能体谅.

友情就此告终.

同样的故事重复发生

教会了我, 即使我把她们当成好友, 但人家也不一定要收啊!!

有点失望, 有点失落, 可是习惯就好~

another who i used to hang out with everyday after school.. has gone wrong too..

i still remember, one day in feb last year we went shopping for gary and minnie's bdae present,

everything was fine! very high shopping trip,

then the next day, he wouldnt speak to me anymore,

Until now, I still dont know why?

Thou we still talk to each other now on msn,

but.. sigh...

人与人的关系, 真的...
无可预计!

3年来我领悟到了一样东西, 这世界上没有一个人是不重色轻友的.

就算在单身时给你一百个承诺不会忘掉你,

可是到头来又成了一个谎言.

有点失望, 有点失落, 可是习惯就好~

这就是我对自己的忠告...

9/5/07

2007-03-08T16:40:00.000-08:00

got home @ 6:30pm todae.. ought kebab and chips for dinner tonight... dunno y.. these daes... i m always hungry.. always wan to eat... even when i m alreadi full.. still feel like stuffing myself with food... i cant understand why.... *sigh*

this whole week.. i m actualli quite free.. considering i haf skived almost all morning lectures.. i actualli got up @ 8am every morning.. but just lied in bed.. stare @ the ceiling dont wan to go to sch...why? i dunno.. *sigh*

exam is in 2 months.. i know i shud start to revise.. but i m juz not doing it... dont even wan to open my sch bag after i got home.. chuck it under my table.. and start surfing the web pointlessly.. this week.. i have been to all websites that make sense to me.. friends' blog.. watch all youtubes i can find.. celebrities blogs and etc etc.. would do anything to avoid looking @ my books... why? i dunno too? *sigh*

what if i fail again.. this thought keeps appearing in my head.. <零信心.. 很糟糕>

我是在逃避吗? 明明知道跑不远.. 好白痴...
可是.. 面对现实是一件很累人的事... *吐气*

:(

2007-03-06T16:46:00.004-08:00

这世界太复杂, 太自私, 太不公平.

每次用尽力气把洞补好, 又会再有更重的一拳.

有时候我真希望我什么都没有, 那起码, 我是自由的.

讨厌不断地重复着同样的痛

我要幸福!! 我要快乐!!

2007-03-05T16:05:00.000-08:00

WOOO!!! UCL Yeti!!!

wo ai ni!!!

every mondae... i m so tired.. but so happy too.. ice hockey is the coolest thing i have done ever!! though i m realli tired and piled up with work.. but with ice hockey just make me so awake!!! energized!! recharged!!!!

I LOVE THE PEOPLE AND I LOVE THE SPORT!!

its so great to feel that every time i score.. even though the goals were not the prettiest/best goals ever... even if its just the puck sliding into the goal after touching my stick accidentally... the whole team cheers... the encouragement... 'well done Annie' & 'good shot'.. just melts my heart... thanks guys!!! no one jeers.. no one gives that 'u r such a lousy skater.. why did u even join' look.. its just great!!!

I AM REALLY LOVING IT!!

2007-03-01T17:01:00.000-08:00

A quick update on my week.. SUPER BUSY!!

mondae.. ice hockey of course!! super duper beeg smile for that.. excellent!! greatest fun i ever had.. realli wan to know how to stop thou!! no time to practice this weekend.. too much work.. a pity.. >.<>

omg.. i typed for an hour.. and the rest all got deleted.. ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.. i hate the stupid internet.. wah lao.. fine i will type everything all over again u stupid internet..

stupid internet.. i hate u..

continuing my mondae... ice hockey is fun.. yaya... lost the mood now... sigh.. anyway... couldnt realli balance on my new skates.. they are so differnt from figure skates.. learning all over again.. but its cool~~ realli enjoy this sport.. need to work harder.. jia you annie and tung too!! hughug.. people there are realli nice.. yuki.. yar.. he is very nice... haha. nice looking marh~~

ok cutting it shorter now.. tuesdae.. went for badminton practice @ night.. to practice with this Sweden and Switzerland mixed girl called Sophie.. playing a match with her on the next dae.. never played with her before.. and its her first match.. so she was quite nervous.. Luke (this guy @ badminton) was very nice and taught us all the strategies and etc.. thankew Luke!! haha and i found out Sophie was engaged!! omg!! so cool~~

then wednesdae.. the match.. we lost everything.. some of the games were realli close.. we could have won.. sigh.. wasted.. but its the first time.. so its alright.. we both tried our bests.. thou there were loads of silly mistakes.. anyway.. she took loads of pix and video to show her fiancee.. she said she will send them to me.. so i m waiting -impatiently- haha.. then i will put it up here lar! sigh.. i was super happy just now.. typing n typing.. now realli lost the mood liaoz lor... okok.. continue.. then went for badminton AGM (Annual General Meeting).. erm... just decided to run for girls' captain earlier tat dae.. made up my speech on the spot.. quite silly.. i was realli surprised when Nick (the president) announced i got it.. was running against this girl called Anna in the year above.. thought that she would haf gotten it for sure cos she has been there longer.. she looked quite disappointed.. felt quite sorrie.. sigh.. but everyone i spoke to have told me tat i should be happie since more people voted for me (at least one more) .. and so yup!! i m happy.. should put in extra effort to do a good job to prove tat i m actualli worth the post!! add oil annie!! jia you!! [and baobei.. u are playing next year.. -iduncare- haha.. this is an order].. haha jus joking only.. :) missed St Johns AGM.. oops.. instead i went for dinner with the badminton gang @ Belgo.. yumyum... Nick said tat he is planning for a badminton social to Paris.. noooo.. i have just been to Paris... nooo.. hope he will change his mind.. or else....ar! kill him...

thursdae.. had 7 lectures.. missed the first two.. blame my mom for that.. the nice and warm blanket she bought made me couldnt resist staying in bed for a while longer...haha... that Dr Rosemary.. omg.. complete waste of my time.. worst lecturer/doctor ever.. guess she was in a realli bad dae.. an extremly terrible one !! crazie woman.. so fierce in front of 350 people.. even the mike didnt like her!! haha.. after those horrible lectures.. stayed in cruciform for two hours.. chatting to Lei & Phil while waiting for PDS party (its actualli stands for Professional Development Spine, but my dear group mates have decided it should be called the Pissed Drunk Students instead).. these guys.. amazing gossipers.. Nick and Lei are the best i think.. never knew guys like to gossip so much until after i got into uni!! haha.. then the party.. crazie drunk angmos and tutors too!! omg.. played drinking games.. they should realli experience the HKers drinking games.. they will dieeeeeeeee... instantly!!!! haha.. this is the first time i didnt loss in a single game !! haha.. i like my group.. cool people.. but i wonder how many of them is going to make it at Archway tomorrow morning @ 9... haha.. i left earlier.. slipped awae silently.. didnt wan to get drunk.. and i still dont quite like the whole pub thing.. clubs are way better.. cooler people and music and dance!! at least u dont get random ah bei dancing next to u.. haha..

tats my week so far -a shortened version, stupid computer- sorrie for saying tat again.. realli cannot help it.. haha.. this week is busy but exciting.. didnt get home earlier than 9:30pm for the whole week.. need to catch up with loads of work.. stressful sia.. haha.. but tats how uni life should be!! wat are exams? harh? essays? huh? haha.. after my second time typing this entry.. its alreadi 2:10am.. need to sleep.. night night.. and i m still angry with the internet :P

2007-02-25T18:25:00.000-08:00

~mOi WeKend~

嘿嘿.. super fun fun weekend.. fridae morning woke up.. make nain gao.. used slightly wrong ingredients.. but turned out ok!! haha.. then sleep over @ tung's... v nice flat leh... living room beeg until dunno like wat... can play floor ball summore... jealous.. >.<.. i also wana live there!!

we went swimming after dinner.. haha.. soaking.. n see v cute little kids.. i wan to be so 小只too.. haha.. then went back.. linglingwan refused to bath.. dirty fellow.. haha.. fried nian gao instead.. haha.. never knew frying nian gao can be so fun tooo!!! haha... then we ate & chatted.. with little ms piggy too.. and the 3 of us skyped candice.. hah.. long time no see candice!!

and the chatting went on.. and on.. and on... haha.. until 6am in the morning... haha.. talked about everything and nothing.. :P woke up at 12:30am.. haha.. went the Skate Attack..!! and guess what!!! bought our skates and sticks!!! YEAAAA~~ screaming on the inside when i m typing this.. haha very happy neh~~

a special weekend... its really nice to have friends like u tung.. someone who i can talk to without thinking what i can say and what i cant... n when i say random n silly things.. u juz understand me.. dun haf to explain @ all.. haha.. i dun think we ever had such long conversation before.. found out quite a lot about each other.. talked about things that we didnt tell each other when we were just sitting next to each other in class... and its amazing to find out those not so common things we share!! haha.. thou i should be too surprised realli.. our coincidences have came a long way.. haha.. dont know how to express wat i feel realli.. but beeg thankew dearie 33.. haha... hughug...!! -super tight- cant wait for the next sleepover.. hah

on sat night.. two friends came over to cook dinner.. our mini 3-ios reunion dinner.. haha.. yup.. and the two of them went on about there bfs.. haha.. good friends share life stories.. and i just sat there with nothing to contribute.. haha.. dont realli mind.. i thought i would feel very upset but surprising i dont.. haha.. straight leh~~ girls @ this age should be dying for bf right? unless.. hee

a friend's friend is actualli another's long lost primary school mate.. small world.. haha.. knew them for less than a year.. but i feel like if anything would happen to me.. they will be there to support.. time is not an accurate measurement for the strength of friendship then~~ >.<

one can be closer to friends u met up with less than 10 times than those u are with everyday..

i just dont understand why??

nian gao~~~ ^o^ ... linglingwan says its very nice.. yea!! posted one box to candice this morning...

candice #.# check first before u eat hor.. maybe it will become mouldy gao by the time it reaches u...

@鸳鸯土司@ very yummy neh~

===dinner===

my new skates!!! cant wait to try out on them todae!!! 3 more hours to goooo...

2007-02-25T08:43:00.000-08:00

作曲：陸偉峰｜填詞：林若寧｜編曲：伍仲衡｜監製：伍仲衡

胡：優美　才容易獲取所愛
　　總要　和各界眼光比賽
　　長相　你叫我　怎麼改
　　自尊心也被人笑聲掩蓋
許：只怪　凡人用眼睛戀愛
　　生世　才淪為被愛的障礙
　　觀眾　眼界線　改不改
　　亦好好對待　叫人人意外

＃胡：常人如你的標準　許：怎去量度幸福的輕重
　胡：一千斤　　　　　許：這樣重
　胡：張開手　　　　　許：能用力地抱擁＃

＊胡：天生不算做漂亮　都多得你願見諒
　當醜小鴨被撇下　流亡然後又被領養
　　　人從來天生天養　然而難得你對我緊張
　許：不必想你覓對像　醜樣都這樣漂亮
　　　不必當世俗偶像　這世界誰亦有被愛的幕牆
　合：蒙起這雙眼冥想　誰會讓你寵上　(許：忘記燃亮重量)＊

胡：總要　被旁人目光批鬥
　　得我　行快鏡與上佳偶
　　所愛　我怕我　講出口
　　會給惋拒回來我心傷透
許：關愛　亦還是你所專有
　　總有　誰人明白你小宇宙
　　給我　抱抱你　一雙手
　　另一種美貌我全部接受
Repeat＃

胡：天生不會做偶像　都多得你願見諒　（許：人人能愛上）
　　彷彿整個鬧市內　完全無人剩下我倆（許：人人能變心）
　　平頭和品足嘴瞼　完來無需要太過緊張
許：請不必你付重量　醜樣都這樣漂亮
　　心地可拼命發亮　這世界其實有萬百總識相
合：旁觀者怎會了解　何以共我戀上（許：誰會付最理想）
Repeat＊

came across this song todae.. v meaningful...

love is a feeling..

Unseen, only felt when touched...

nian gao

2007-02-23T05:13:00.000-08:00

its cooking cooking lar~~ my nian gao.. but doesnt look like it will work.. juz spoke to someone who is very pro @ making these cakies.. he said i used the wrong kinda sugar and wrong kinda flour.. mm.. thats is about everything the cake is made up of.... haha.. so its kinda gone.. hopefully it is sill edible.. lar~~ just dont taste as nice.. i m waiting.. haha...

had dinner with some singaporeans yesterdae.. wah.. the feeling was quite odd.. cos they are from like Contact Singapore and MOH and etc.. quite scary.. and making me think twice if i should go back to work.. singapore has got the friends the culture the food i like.. but the working enviroment is so stressful.. and competitive.. dunno if i will be able to cope.. hah.. still a long way lar.. so think later..

wah.. and i saw a shuai ge yesterdae... very good build.. quite shuai lar~~ haha..

2007-02-20T13:38:00.000-08:00

哎.... yesterdae.. a good and bad day put together..

ice hockey was cool.. as good as ever... on my way away from the skating rink.. i was thinking.. mondae is the day tat i look forward to... then i saw linglingwan's blog.. very touched indeed linglingwan.. cant believe u were thinking the same thing as i was... just feel very relax when i was with u.. dont haf to pretend n put on the mask... 跟你们在一起的时候我感觉到朋友与朋友之间的关心... its some small little gestures that i dont get when i m with most other people around me.. its just the feeling of >> if i fall down, u guys will be there to help me up.. but with some others, they will just be standing back and laughing at me...

i am so excited about fridae.. cant wait.. and we are going to buy hockey gears on saturdae too.. i hope fridae comes soon... ^.^

then comes the bad part of the dae.. sigh... after i reached Huntley.. some of my coursemates were alreadi half drunk... i just sat there and listened to their conversation.. trying to be sociable once in a while.. that period of time was actualli quite fun... then came the worst bit.. after Huntley closed for the day, they decided to go to a club called Moonlites (cheapskits)..

we walked from Huntley to Soho.. stood in the cold for a very long while.. waiting for people to convince others to go.. freezing but i found out some interesting gossips about some coursemates.. a guy said he likes this girl.. but he was too shy to ask her out.. then the guys were like telling me.. sometimes when u like a girl too much, u 反而 dont dare to tell her about it.. cos then u will be scared of lossing the friendship.. sigh... i always thought that if u find someone u like.. should say out loud right..

世界那么大，要找到喜欢的人还真的不容易~~

anyway.. big side track of what i was going to say.. then at the club.. people kept buying me drinks.. n since i had only eaten one meal for the whole dae.. thus got quite drunk.. n sick.. the feeling sucks man.. hate getting drunk.. but when friends 硬硬 force u to drink.. i dont know wat to do also.. it was realli nice of them to send me home.. thanks guys.. teri n johnny especially.. (thou i m not sure if u guys will ever be reading this) :)

enuff of this kinda socials for a while.. >.<

I LOVE this PIX~~

2007-02-17T15:42:00.000-08:00

Happy CNY!! miss the CNY mood @ home... but its only a matter of time... we will be home again soon~~ hee.. happy~~

been left out of reunion dinner by my flatmates again... should haf expected tat... 是我笨笨的... is it realli just the way HK pple behalf? they dont feel guilty at all even if they left me out...

in Oundle.. althought i felt the way Denice behaves is quite different from me.. but she would never had left me out of anything.. but now.. they just go without me.. without the slightest bit of guilt at all.. friends.. sigh!!

doesnt matter la.. its just a dinner.. some meat some vege and rice.. i cook for myself.. also not bad!!

豬年行大運~~!!

here it goes again...

2007-02-15T17:10:00.000-08:00

first note...!! thanks linglingwan.. for helping me to set up this bloggy.. ^v^ there is still a lot of beautifying need to be done thou.. but that can wait.. haha.. after i finish my 1500 words essay... which is due in a few hours.. hah.. dont wan to study!!! but i guess i dont realli haf a choice.. although its just a formative so why m i studying?? @.@''

been sitting in front of my com since 5pm.. only written 437 words... 不停地聽着同一首歌...

TANK の我們小時候...

回憶起我們小時候.閉上眼睛就能感受.在我們心中滿滿流動的温柔... 以前,快樂是那麼的簡單... 長大后一切都不一樣了... 為什麼? i think it was about this time two years ago ba.. deleted by blog.. why leh...? ermm cos i wasnt sure why i was writing my blog anymore.. for who to see and why do i wan to let them know about me? its not like they realli care anyway.. difference btw friends took me this long to figure out between those that warm my heart and others who are just different... its a tiring job to try change pple.. though i dont realli wan to.. but i haf to admit tat there are some pple.. no matter how much u r willing to share with them doesnt mean tat will u get the same amount back.. it costed many heart breaks to figure tat out... 離開新加坡的這三年半, 我變堅強了.. 也變得自私冷漠... 這就是成長吧....

hey.. this is suppose to be a happy first entry.. y became like this leh.. guess i haf a lot to say.. hah... gif me some time.. i will tell u all... on this blog.. for everyone who cares to read about me.. haha.. thanks lar... linlingwan.. though i haf only met u a few times since u came to london.. but everytime i see u.. u bring back all the memories of what friendship is about.. the feeling tat i haf lost.. love ya..!! thankzzz...

i should go back to my essay la.. otherwise a big LATE... haiz...