got home @ 6:30pm todae.. ought kebab and chips for dinner tonight... dunno y.. these daes... i m always hungry.. always wan to eat... even when i m alreadi full.. still feel like stuffing myself with food... i cant understand why.... *sigh*
this whole week.. i m actualli quite free.. considering i haf skived almost all morning lectures.. i actualli got up @ 8am every morning.. but just lied in bed.. stare @ the ceiling dont wan to go to sch...why? i dunno.. *sigh*
exam is in 2 months.. i know i shud start to revise.. but i m juz not doing it... dont even wan to open my sch bag after i got home.. chuck it under my table.. and start surfing the web pointlessly.. this week.. i have been to all websites that make sense to me.. friends' blog.. watch all youtubes i can find.. celebrities blogs and etc etc.. would do anything to avoid looking @ my books... why? i dunno too? *sigh*
what if i fail again.. this thought keeps appearing in my head.. <零信心.. 很糟糕>
我是在逃避吗? 明明知道跑不远.. 好白痴...
可是.. 面对现实是一件很累人的事... *吐气*
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