i hate O2

super duper on fire!!! aRRR!!!! was actually in very good mood today!! then suddenly after i got home i saw the O2 phone bill.. wah lao... £43.. that is like how ex!! stupid O2.. i called them a month ago and say that i want to cancel my contract cos it is finishing.. then they say it will finish in may.. so fine i will haf to pay £15 until may.. so ok i dont mind.. but now what.. they then decided to say that my discount plan finish in feb but my contract ends in may!! for fuck sake it is a 12 month contract!!! what the hell.. wasted an hour talking to them on the phone!!! UNREASONABLEEE!!!!! cos i got the free phone they offered in may THEY GAVE IT TO ME IN MAY!! so my contract ends in may!! that is not what the O2 person told me last year!! extra £45 is a lot of money!!!! I HATE O2!!!!! i am going to write in to complain la!! and their complain has to be done by post!! FREAKING STUPID!!!! and i dont like to be con!!! I HATE O2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the toilet bowl in my house just burst.. as i m writing this.. the whole toilet is flooded.. water is leaking down to the kitchen on the floor below.. also along the staircase.. and into the flat below.. so the whole house is flooded.. we are waiting for the plumber to come.. he will take an hour..according to my landlord who is in hk now.. she screamed when i spoke to her.. siao!! sigh.. this whole thing happened after i went to the toilet.. well.. when i went in.. i saw some tissue in the toilet so i flushed.. but the water went down super slowly.. i ignored it and went to the toilet cos this has happned before.. and then i flused again.. didnt quite work after once so i flushed again and went back to my room.. when i decided to go down to wash my clothes after about 15 mins.. i discovered the whole toilet was flooded.. in shock.. so i decided it was quite serious so i woke gary and minnie up.. bloody hell it is already 2pm! they REFUSE to wake up initially until i kept calling after another 15 mins.. so gary got up.. bad tempered.. hello? you are living in the flat too! wtf.. he is a guy and i m the girl.. and i haf to go and call the landlord, try to find out how to turn off the water.. all he cared was oh the dirty water i cannot step on it.. great.. but ha.. i cannot find anything la! wa lao this kind of thing never happened to me.. so he has to do it.. angrily.. after a very long time minnie decide to get out of bed.. by this time we haf alreadi called landlord and stopped the water... I FREAKING DONT UNDERSTAND THESE PEOPLE!! ok.. initially we were waiting for the plumber in the living room.. then gary was like annie go mop the floor.. hello why me? if u wan to mop u go and mop la! i said nicely that it was unnecessary cos the plumber will come and it will be all wet again.. but he snapped at me and say that otherwise it will continue to leak.. minnie was just sitting there stoneing.. great... it is not my fault that this happened!! just happened to be using the toilet!! freaking hell!! and also.. he doesnt wan to mop it cos it is dirty water so i haf to do it.. i m already not very happy with him because of some other reason.. and he just cant stop calling me comfort woman cos his friend is coming down on tue and suppose to haf this thing with me!! just very annoyed.. very

i m angry.. but also feel quite helpless.. there are always two of them and one of me.. it sucks.. maybe it is really generic among hkers.. when they are bored they will come and find you and befriend with you.. and when they dont need you just throw u to one side.. seriously that is what i get from them... i am never going to pity gary the next time he comes into my room and says that he is bored cos minnie is not at home.. i m never going to cook dinner with him cos he says that there is no one to have dinner with.. as if he ever asked if i would like to join him for dinner.. i think i should really stop being friends with these people.. considering he is not the only one.. pissed off

earlier on in the day...

Internet has broken down again. So I m actually typing this on Words and posting it on when the internet comes back, which is don’t know when.

SMSL dinner on Friday was fun fun fun!! Thanks bao and bei for organising it!! I really enjoyed myself. PKK vs AMSA.. little cute thai kids vs Taiwanese shuaige (or maybe geeks).. haha.. Tough choice.. [@.@]

Saturday was first aid day! Watched Chelsea against Sheffield. First time on duty on the level of the field.. wah!! Their football skills are really very amazing, its like the ball is part of their body. I mean the Chelsea players of course.. the Sheffield ones were.. ermm… And I actually walked across the SIDE of the football field.. quite exciting.. I prefer Arsenal’s stadium. Bigger, newer and seems more organised.

Bao and I got craz.. more like me forcing bao to be craz for Nandos.. so we asked the senior FA if there is a nandos nearby, hah.. too desperate.. I bet they must think we are siao.. then I remembered that I have Nandos’ number in my phone.. wicked… so durh called them and found out that there is one in the shopping center nearby… so after duty we went there for dinner!!! Wooo woooo!!! Two weirdo wearing uniform went into the restaurant!! Haha.. and we even went Sainsbury shopping after dinner!! HAHA.. But bao only bought two box of cookies.. and I BOUGHT TWO BIG BAGS OF JUNKS!!!! Erm.. where is my diet plan? >.<

Suppose to be writing my 6000 words essay now. If I fail this essay, I will have to retain! CHOI!! Essay only!! How to fail!! >.< But I have just realised it is not as easy as I thought. Hah.. different from PDS essay.. Where I just wrote crap and still managed to pass.

Went to kitchen to make breakfast just now.. guess what noise came out from the bathroom.. YUCK!! Please lor.. I don’t understand how is it possible for the two of them squeeze into the tiny shower together!! And also, this is not their home!! Please!! Decency!! Its disgusting la.. the noise they made. I m not saying that there is anything wrong if they wan to shower together.. but do it privately and quietly can!! I realise they wont do it if Matt is home but erm.. please I m a person too!! One day.. I will tape record it and play it in front of all our friends!! freaking er!!

On the other hand, maybe it is just me la.. old and conservative.. TOLERENCE!! –sigh-

~La Futbal~
Year 1 vs Year 2 @ Regent's Park

nice weather!!

I cooked spaghetti for dinner tonight!! looks quite pretty so I took a pic of it!! :)

My diet plan failed on day 1!! >.<

ate an extra extra large portion of dinner cos I was too hungry from skipping lunch..

ai~~~

我的天啊!!!!

last night after back from Ice Hockey I had this sudden urge to see how fat am i.. so i burst into Kammy's room to borrow her full length mirror. so i pulled up my jeans up knee length.. sharks!! my legs have grown sideways!!! sheesh.. i know all of u will wan to kill me after reading this.. but this is the first time my legs are this MUSCULAR!!

so i have decided.. 5 days de-tox plan!! only eat apples!! only la.. maybe biscults for breakfast, then apples for lunch and a proper dinner!! maybe no proper dinner!!!! -depends how hungry i m- haha.. and as little exercise as possible!! i think badminton is the thing to blame for this!!!

NO CHOCOLATE NO SWEETS NO DIGESTIVES NO FAST FOOD!!!

drink lots of water constantly to keep my stomach full so it wont send the msg to my brain telling it i need to eat!!

throw away all food-related posters in my rooms so decrease hunger surge due to the sight of food!!

and I will think of some more...

learning neuro helps to loss weight!! haha...

i am going to buy apples now!!! go go go!!!

Sunday 11th Feburary 2007. How time flies, its 2007 already. Its been 3 years since I came to this country. 3 years. Already.

minnie was out the whole day today. so spent a bit of time with gary. watching movies and tv series. felt so weird. when minnie is around, we dont even talk to each other much other than the hi-byes and how are u. since last year, there has been this invisible awkwardness between us. why do we have to act so differently with or without the existence of minnie? i swear there is nothing going on between gary and i. but yet there is something. maybe i m the one to blame for this. when minnie is in the house, i will stay in my room and avoid talking to them. i feel quite uncomfortable when i am alone with them now. but when minnie is out, gary will come into my room and chat or i will go hang out in the living room. why? i actually feel guilty talking to gary behind minnie's back. i am not doing anything wrong, am i?

easter holiday is coming, i m a bit worried. cross-fingers the same thing wont happen again, please! i hate misunderstandings, that's wat tear people apart...

on saturday night i heard the bitchi-est conversation ever. minnie and her friend, karen who has come down from Bristol to visit were in the living room chatting while i was trying desperately to repair the stupid internet. guess what i overheard.

'OMG! she is so ugly and short, why would anyone want to be friend with her?' 'all my friends are pretty, i just cant help it.' *sneers*

all girls bitch to a certain extent, to the least talk to their friends about people around them. i admit i do bitch about people too. but -erp- ugly and short? as if they are very tall, minnie not even 155cm, and she is commenting about how short others are? we are not in primary scho anymore.. what kind of people am i living with? the tone in their voice was just... sign.. unbelievable.. -eye-opener-

sometimes, i wan to go back being a fresher,

when my room was like a mini-common room,

when everyone would gather in my room after dinner and chat until 1am,

when there was so much laughter and love,

when so many would come to tell us how they wish they were in our little Camden family,

i miss the Camden gang!

but i guess, we can never be the same again,

expiry date of friendship,

友情的有效期,

anyone care telling me?
i really need to know!

某人, 和我曾是好朋友, 自从交了男朋友之后, 就消失了

现在她大概把我给忘了!

我不能理解, 也不能体谅.

友情就此告终.

同样的故事重复发生

教会了我, 即使我把她们当成好友, 但人家也不一定要收啊!!

有点失望, 有点失落, 可是习惯就好~

another who i used to hang out with everyday after school.. has gone wrong too..

i still remember, one day in feb last year we went shopping for gary and minnie's bdae present,

everything was fine! very high shopping trip,

then the next day, he wouldnt speak to me anymore,

Until now, I still dont know why?

Thou we still talk to each other now on msn,

but.. sigh...

人与人的关系, 真的...
无可预计!

3年来我领悟到了一样东西, 这世界上没有一个人是不重色轻友的.

就算在单身时给你一百个承诺不会忘掉你,

可是到头来又成了一个谎言.

有点失望, 有点失落, 可是习惯就好~

这就是我对自己的忠告...

9/5/07

got home @ 6:30pm todae.. ought kebab and chips for dinner tonight... dunno y.. these daes... i m always hungry.. always wan to eat... even when i m alreadi full.. still feel like stuffing myself with food... i cant understand why.... *sigh*

this whole week.. i m actualli quite free.. considering i haf skived almost all morning lectures.. i actualli got up @ 8am every morning.. but just lied in bed.. stare @ the ceiling dont wan to go to sch...why? i dunno.. *sigh*

exam is in 2 months.. i know i shud start to revise.. but i m juz not doing it... dont even wan to open my sch bag after i got home.. chuck it under my table.. and start surfing the web pointlessly.. this week.. i have been to all websites that make sense to me.. friends' blog.. watch all youtubes i can find.. celebrities blogs and etc etc.. would do anything to avoid looking @ my books... why? i dunno too? *sigh*

what if i fail again.. this thought keeps appearing in my head.. <零信心.. 很糟糕>

我是在逃避吗? 明明知道跑不远.. 好白痴...
可是.. 面对现实是一件很累人的事... *吐气*

:(

这世界太复杂, 太自私, 太不公平.

每次用尽力气把洞补好, 又会再有更重的一拳.

有时候我真希望我什么都没有, 那起码, 我是自由的.

讨厌不断地重复着同样的痛

我要幸福!! 我要快乐!!

WOOO!!! UCL Yeti!!!

wo ai ni!!!

every mondae... i m so tired.. but so happy too.. ice hockey is the coolest thing i have done ever!! though i m realli tired and piled up with work.. but with ice hockey just make me so awake!!! energized!! recharged!!!!

I LOVE THE PEOPLE AND I LOVE THE SPORT!!

its so great to feel that every time i score.. even though the goals were not the prettiest/best goals ever... even if its just the puck sliding into the goal after touching my stick accidentally... the whole team cheers... the encouragement... 'well done Annie' & 'good shot'.. just melts my heart... thanks guys!!! no one jeers.. no one gives that 'u r such a lousy skater.. why did u even join' look.. its just great!!!

I AM REALLY LOVING IT!!

A quick update on my week.. SUPER BUSY!!

mondae.. ice hockey of course!! super duper beeg smile for that.. excellent!! greatest fun i ever had.. realli wan to know how to stop thou!! no time to practice this weekend.. too much work.. a pity.. >.<>

omg.. i typed for an hour.. and the rest all got deleted.. ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.. i hate the stupid internet.. wah lao.. fine i will type everything all over again u stupid internet..

stupid internet.. i hate u..

continuing my mondae... ice hockey is fun.. yaya... lost the mood now... sigh.. anyway... couldnt realli balance on my new skates.. they are so differnt from figure skates.. learning all over again.. but its cool~~ realli enjoy this sport.. need to work harder.. jia you annie and tung too!! hughug.. people there are realli nice.. yuki.. yar.. he is very nice... haha. nice looking marh~~

ok cutting it shorter now.. tuesdae.. went for badminton practice @ night.. to practice with this Sweden and Switzerland mixed girl called Sophie.. playing a match with her on the next dae.. never played with her before.. and its her first match.. so she was quite nervous.. Luke (this guy @ badminton) was very nice and taught us all the strategies and etc.. thankew Luke!! haha and i found out Sophie was engaged!! omg!! so cool~~

then wednesdae.. the match.. we lost everything.. some of the games were realli close.. we could have won.. sigh.. wasted.. but its the first time.. so its alright.. we both tried our bests.. thou there were loads of silly mistakes.. anyway.. she took loads of pix and video to show her fiancee.. she said she will send them to me.. so i m waiting -impatiently- haha.. then i will put it up here lar! sigh.. i was super happy just now.. typing n typing.. now realli lost the mood liaoz lor... okok.. continue.. then went for badminton AGM (Annual General Meeting).. erm... just decided to run for girls' captain earlier tat dae.. made up my speech on the spot.. quite silly.. i was realli surprised when Nick (the president) announced i got it.. was running against this girl called Anna in the year above.. thought that she would haf gotten it for sure cos she has been there longer.. she looked quite disappointed.. felt quite sorrie.. sigh.. but everyone i spoke to have told me tat i should be happie since more people voted for me (at least one more) .. and so yup!! i m happy.. should put in extra effort to do a good job to prove tat i m actualli worth the post!! add oil annie!! jia you!! [and baobei.. u are playing next year.. -iduncare- haha.. this is an order].. haha jus joking only.. :) missed St Johns AGM.. oops.. instead i went for dinner with the badminton gang @ Belgo.. yumyum... Nick said tat he is planning for a badminton social to Paris.. noooo.. i have just been to Paris... nooo.. hope he will change his mind.. or else....ar! kill him...

thursdae.. had 7 lectures.. missed the first two.. blame my mom for that.. the nice and warm blanket she bought made me couldnt resist staying in bed for a while longer...haha... that Dr Rosemary.. omg.. complete waste of my time.. worst lecturer/doctor ever.. guess she was in a realli bad dae.. an extremly terrible one !! crazie woman.. so fierce in front of 350 people.. even the mike didnt like her!! haha.. after those horrible lectures.. stayed in cruciform for two hours.. chatting to Lei & Phil while waiting for PDS party (its actualli stands for Professional Development Spine, but my dear group mates have decided it should be called the Pissed Drunk Students instead).. these guys.. amazing gossipers.. Nick and Lei are the best i think.. never knew guys like to gossip so much until after i got into uni!! haha.. then the party.. crazie drunk angmos and tutors too!! omg.. played drinking games.. they should realli experience the HKers drinking games.. they will dieeeeeeeee... instantly!!!! haha.. this is the first time i didnt loss in a single game !! haha.. i like my group.. cool people.. but i wonder how many of them is going to make it at Archway tomorrow morning @ 9... haha.. i left earlier.. slipped awae silently.. didnt wan to get drunk.. and i still dont quite like the whole pub thing.. clubs are way better.. cooler people and music and dance!! at least u dont get random ah bei dancing next to u.. haha..

tats my week so far -a shortened version, stupid computer- sorrie for saying tat again.. realli cannot help it.. haha.. this week is busy but exciting.. didnt get home earlier than 9:30pm for the whole week.. need to catch up with loads of work.. stressful sia.. haha.. but tats how uni life should be!! wat are exams? harh? essays? huh? haha.. after my second time typing this entry.. its alreadi 2:10am.. need to sleep.. night night.. and i m still angry with the internet :P